Medic of the Soul

So, I'm a SoulMedic on RemedyLive. RemedyLive is a christian web radio station with a chat room. In the chat visitors that we call "chatters" can participate in a group chat or if they would like a one-on-one they can private chat a SoulMedic for help. We also have it set-up that the chatters can text-to-chat or text-to-remedy.
I started this job because when I was going through a lot in my life there weren't many people that I could talk to. Some people knew some things and others knew other things, but there wasn't anybody that I had told everything. If there had been somebody that I had talked to a lot of things probably wouldn't have happened. I'm thankful now that I have friends I can talk to about things, but there are many more who are like I was that need the accountability and the motivation to get help. That's why I wanted to get involved. But do I really do this for them? or do I still do this for me?
I really do care for people. I try to help them talk through their problems, even if there's no way I can help fix them. They can at least know that somebody else cares how they are doing. I have my regulars who I talk to often and then there are those who pass through that I get to know.
At the same time, I need the social interaction. At school I spend more time with people than I do by myself. I'm always in class or with my friends or a roommate. Now at home, I'm by myself way more than I'm with people. So, sometimes I just need the conversations in order to keep me sane.
Even though the chatters face a lot of problems like self injury, eating disorders, abuse, suicidal thoughts, anxiety disorders, and health issues, it doesn't wear me out because any conversations I have are treasured.