Friday, June 29, 2012

Hello Again :)

It's been a while since I've written. 11 days exactly, meaning I kind of failed my once a week quota, oops. Oh well, better late than never. :)

New things:

So, I am in love with poetry. I think this will help my wish to write a book, but make it something more manageable and something I'm actually good at. Specifically, I am deeply in love with spoken word and slam poetry. I would so perform sometime at a slam, but unfortunately I live in corn land and the nearest slams are in Indy and Chicago. I found that there was a slam in South Bend once but I can't find any details on it. More importantly I feel like I can use my poetry at school, specifically Vespers. I feel like I should try and get on the speaking schedule and use my poetry as a foundation to tell my testimony.
Poets I am fond of- Sierra Demulder, she has two books and my favorite poem is "Werewolf", which if I do speak at Vespers, I will be memorizing this poem for it.
Jeanann Verlee, her stuff is legit, favorite poem "Unsolicited Advice to Adolescent Girls with Crooked Teeth and Pink Hair"
Sarah Kay, she is the cleaner of the two and has been doing this since she was 14, favorite poem "Origin Story" performed with Phil Kaye.

Oh I didn't tell you, I'm a licensed driver now :)

Empathicness wise- I've finally been getting things again of substance. I won't go into details, but it's nice to get things again. It's weird that I'm so used to it now that when I don't get things for a long time, it worries me.

It's Fair week! All of Daniel's projects are in, and he did sooo many...not. He did like 4 lol. He did well on his projects though :)
Unfortunately I was able to go down the tin punch isle and see who got grand champion overall. I was furious. I know it's selfish, but all I wanted was one grand champion in 10 years. That's it just one. I am so upset that the girl who because of politics and her name gets to not only beat me out, but also gets to win again. All I wanted was one, and this girl gets at least two. To top it all off, she's not even that good and all she does is bird pictures. I could of done her project in maybe 6 hours and did it better than her.
On a positive note, Liz is coming to visit tomorrow! :) So excited. And, we got our housing assignments, meaning they accepted all of us as roommates. Bonus, we'll be living with a RA and whoever her roommate is. Two more months and I'll be back at school. Half way there.

Well that's all I have for now. I'll probably do a fair update this week as well.

Today I:
Saw- "Bones" the TV show. I am a fan :)
Heard- Some awesome poetry
Smelled- Rain, oh how I love rain smell
Tasted- Daniel's foods project. Soo good.
Touched- The couch with my face as I pretty much passed out from lack of sleep from last night lol.

Drawings to date: 9
Poems written to date: 11


Monday, June 18, 2012

Ideas? and updates

Hello blog readers!
I want to thank all of you for reading my blog. Even though I don't know who all reads or what they think of it, I enjoy knowing that people at least care enough to see what's on my mind.
Thanks to you, I have reached over 200 blog views in 16 posts.
So, my loyal readers, what would you like for me to talk about?
I feel really lame just talking to myself, so if you have any input at all, it is more than welcome!
I'll take comments, questions, topics, whatever you've got for me.
You can leave comments on the blog, on my facebook posts, or you can message me on facebook. You could even email me at rachelandrews1992@yahoo.com, if that's easier for you.


Anyways, now to you regular programming :)

So what has happened since we've last spoken?
Well not a whole lot. I've been drawing and painting a lot lately which is nice. Definitely a good time passer. At the moment I'm at the eye doctor's office. I'm most likely blinder than I was but that's nothing new. I'm getting another set of green frames. :)
My dad just got back today from a business trip in Colorado. I'm glad he's home...
Tomorrow is my driving test. I'm excited and nervous. I need my license so this has to go well.
Also, a friend from high school passed away unexpectedly. She was hit by a 70ft dead tree while giving a tour on horseback. It's weird that she's gone. I've lived down the street from them since I moved to this house. We used to ride the bus together to and from school for many several years. It's so sad that so many people have died lately. My graduating class has suffered 3 losses since graduating: Amanda, Linden, and now Chelsea. Proves that life is short. What is amazing is that on Chelsea's facebook wall she had posted about 2 months ago this status: "Life is so precious. Sometimes its easy to forget that. Thank God for everyday you and your family are alive and well. You never know what day will be your last." As soon as I read that I got chills.
Today I:
Saw- the roads in Elkhart while driving
Heard- waiting room music at the eye doctor's.
Smelled- Sharpie smell while coloring
Tasted- Granite City food mmm
Touched- Daniel while we were "wrestling" for the couch. He ended up on top of me. It was a great time :)

Drawings to date: 9



Sunday, June 10, 2012

This is getting annoying. And a Recap

So lately my body has been doing weird things. For a while I would not be able to sleep for a long time and then wake up quite early. This isn't so bad except that I know I need my sleep to function. It's just one of the lessons I've learned with going to school. Now it feels like I'm never awake. Ok, I love sleep just like the rest of us, but too much all the time is getting me annoyed. I wouldn't complain so much if it didn't involve my memory. The more I sleep the more I seem to forget. I can't remember what's happened the last couple of days very well. I remember Yesterday quite clearly, even though I did sleep from about noon til 4:30. Also included in this mess is the headaches and dizziness. Right now I have one of those headaches you get when you cry too much. The headache makes me want to sleep more to make it go away. The dizziness I can handle. It's not terrible, just a little bit annoying when I have things to do, which doesn't really happen, so we're good lol.

Anyways now to recap my day Yesterday (Since it's the one I can remember lol)
Well, first we got up bright and early to head to the fairgrounds for the rocket launch. Daniel has been building rockets for 6 years now. This year's rocket was really cool and pretty big. I enjoyed hanging out there with my uncle and some of my favorite cousins, chillin' waiting for the rockets to go off. Daniel was in the third set to shoot off. Unfortunately, his rocket's engine blew up into the rocket, causing it to fl up a little bit and come crashing back down in a cloud of black smoke. I renamed said rocket as "Drop it like it's Hot". Daniel was kinda sad that his rocket was crushed where the engine is inside it and if he were to turn it in there would be a lot of work to do. But, when getting his scores back, he decided that it wasn't worth it to turn in. If he were to fix it up, paint it, turn it in, and get 100% on it, because of the flight score, he would only receive a White or a C. So now he's happy because he's not going to have to finish it, but he gets to use the parts for next years rocket. There were quite a few great moments that I enjoyed during that morning.
Then we got out pictures taken for fair passes. Yay...
I proceeded to sleep for several hours on returning home.
Then at 7:00 was the Valleyaires chapter show featuring Instant Classic and Vocal Spectrum. OMG love it :) I always find the chorus part annoying and dull, but I've never been a fan of choruses. Instant classic is fantastic. They are an amazing college quartet and will be amazing as a men's quartet as well. I can't wait to see how they do in Portland at the International competition in a month.
Vocal Spectrum is one of my favorite all time quartets. They do amazing vocal work. They were the winners at International in 2006.
After the show is the afterglow, where we eat "food" and by "food" I mean "food-like substances". The afterglow is cool because the feature quartets are more likely to do competition stuff or they're favorite pieces that they don't do on stage.
After the afterglow is the after-party. This is awesome because you get to see the quartets just hang out and sing tags with the chorus guys. It's like watching your favorite band or singer just chillin with the fans and singing other songs. Or your favorite sports star just hanging out with the fans throwing a ball around. Daniel was sooo excited. It's so good to see him finally singing. For years he wouldn't sing in the car or anything, and now he's excited to get in the barbershop game. He could be awesome and take it really far. He's still so young so he has plenty of opportunity to learn and find a quartet to compete with. I'm proud that he's finally opening up.



Thursday, June 7, 2012

Life update and another survey...because I can lol

Last night was fantastic :)
I was working on RemedyLive for my normal time slot. It was kind of slow. I talked to a regular who I always enjoy talking to. But then a newcomer came on. We had one of the deepest and best conversations I've ever had on the site. We have so much in common on a deeper "feelings" level. We talked from about 11:30 until almost 4 in the morning. It was almost creepy how God made the connections for us. God is so funny how He does things lol.
I'm going to go get my license sometime next week I think. Should be interesting, but I think I can handle it. If I would have tried to do this when I was 16 like I should have, I wouldn't have been able to handle it. It's better this way. I'll be able to cart Daniel around this summer to school and to the fair and such. And, I'll have my own car on campus for the fall, which will make working at the church so much easier.

Ok Survey time :)
This one is called "Let's Give 'Em Something To Talk About"...should be interesting.

1. Have your parents ever caught you drinking?
Well no, I don't drink. But, they do know about the first time I drank which was at Emily's wedding. I have determined that Champagne is gross. The end.

2. Do you love the last boy/girl you were talking to?
Well the last boy I talked to would be Daniel, and yes I do love him.

3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Hahaha No! I would not.

4. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
Eating. Good times.

5. Honestly, who was the last person to tell you that they loved you?
Well in the friend way, on FB it was Elizabeth Foster :) In person, Nicole Freeman :) Both of them are fantastic people and I love them dearly.
Now in a romantic way it would be the same person from question #3 soooo yeah that worked out well.

6. Last restaurant you went to?
Granite City, as always!

7. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
My mother. twice.

8. Did you have an exciting last weekend?
I guess. It was busy, not necessarily exciting.

9. Have you ever crawled through a window?
If a fire-safety trailer counts, then yes.

10. What do you spend most of your money on?
Besides school? movies. I have many many movies.

11. Where were you at 1AM Sunday morning?
I think I was sleeping upstairs. If not then I was sitting here on the couch like I am now. lol

12. Ever kissed someone over 30?
Umm No. Unless a relative counts.

13. Is there a secret you've never told your parents?
Yeah I would say there is.

14. Do you like yourself?
My self-esteem is fine thank you.

15. Have you ever dyed your hair?
Yes. Once. Good times :)

16. Are you wearing a necklace?
Why yes I am. It's the same necklace I wear everyday. I got it my senior year from my favorite teacher :)

17. Who is someone you wish you could fix things with?
Things happen for a reason. If I went back and fixed things, I wouldn't be where I am today.

18. Is there anything in your past that you would like to try again?
I might would have given sports another try lol maybe. Result would have been the same though.

19. Are you an emotion person?
Hahahahahahahahahaahhahahaha (see other blog posts)

20. What's something that can always make you feel better?
Talking to somebody about it and laughing about it.

21. Did you parents spoil you as a child?
I answered this in the first survey I think.

22. Do you still have pictures of you and your ex?
We never took pictures together

23. How's your heart lately?
88 BPM at the moment. A little fast, but not bad.

24. Are you a cuddler?
With certain people at certain times, Yes. My favorite cuddle buddy is Nicole Rae Barr. She's a great cuddler. :)

25. Will this weekend be a good one?
Sure. No idea what I'm doing but it can't be that bad lol

26. What do you want right now?
A nap.

27. Who can always cheer you up?
My lovely friends :)

28. Have you ever streaked?
No way. Never will happen.

29. Who hugged you last?
Nicole Freeman. She gives good hugs :)

30. Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
Yes. I've worn my brothers shorts once or twice when necessary. Also, my black vest is actually a Men's vest, and I wear it frequently.

31. Are you a kissable person?
Let's just say it has happened. I'm not a fan. But the answer is yes.

32. Has someone ever spread a nasty rumor about you?
I wouldn't say anything was rumor quality, but I have been talked about in not nice ways.

33. What is your relationship status?
About as single as you can get.

34. Who was the last person to come to your house?
Susan, she took me driving :)

35. Look behind you, what do you see?
Window. And outside. Nothing exciting.

36. How many rooms does your house have?
Don't make me count. I've done too many projects and I hate counting rooms.

37. Have you ever worked in a food place?
No I have not, and I hope I never will.

38. What would you name your future daughter?
Katherine Belle, Belle-Marie Joan, and Aarlyn Belle.

39. Who and where was the last concert you went to?
Daniel's last band concert of his middle school years.

40. Any summer plans for 2008?
Well as you can see this quiz is very very old. But let's see. Summer 2008. That was just after my freshman year. I did fair that year. I was in my 7th year. I have no memory of what else happened.

41. What did you eat for lunch today?
a shake...it was great...

42. What's on your schedule for tomorrow?
Ummm No idea. I don't plan that far in advance.

43. The last song you heard?
Animal cops: Houston theme song. lol

44. What do you think of love?
Love is great. Everybody needs love.

45. When is the last time you went to a party?
Depends on your definition of party. Sunday could probably have been considered a party so I'll go with that.

46. When's the next time you'll hit up a club?
Probably never. Not my thing.

47. Do you still talk to any of your ex's?
No I do not.

48. If you could only eat one thing for the rest of your life what would it be?
I feel like I answered this on the first survey, but it would be Mac N Cheese. Always.

49. Name one good thing about Myspace?
Nobody is ever on it anymore.


50. Does anyone know your myspace password?
Well since I don't even know my myspace password most of the time, most likely not. I recently changed my facebook password so nobody knows it anymore either.

51. Have you ever dated anyone on your top 4?
Umm no I've only dated twice and neither of them were during the Myspace years.

52. Has number 2 on your friends made you cry?
Nope, I don't even know who that was and I doubt that they would have anyways.

53. How do you feel about abortions?
Wow this got deep really fast. lol. I don't personally think that they are right. But, I don't condemn anybody who has had one because I know it's a really tough decision.

54. Do you eat junk food everyday?
And back to stupid questions. No I do not. Or at least I try not to.

55. How often do you drive?
A couple times a week. Will b e much more frequently when I have a license.

56. Where did you last drive to?
Nowhere actually. Just around Granger.

57. Describe your best friend.
I have two. 1: Passionate. Head strong. Private. 2: Quiet. Kind. Thoughtful.

58. Who was the last person to touch you?
Susan. I think. Hard to say I mostly don't like to be touched.

59. How did you and your number 1 become friends?
Well if I remember correctly it was band in middle school. We were good friends for quite a while.

60. How late did you stay up last night?
(See beginning of post) 4AM it was glorious :)  God is amazing.

61.  What's the connection between you and the last person you texted?
He would be my father.

62. Do you like someone?
Yes I like many people. Oh, Romantically? No

63. Have you ever been hit on by the opposite sex?
Yes I have but not often at all.

64. Have you ever kissed someone who's name started with T?
Yes I have. This question, however, is childish.

65. How's your life lately?
Just fine Thanks.

66. Do you know anyone who is locked up?
I'm sure that the chances of me knowing someone from high school that is locked up is pretty good.

67. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
Nope

68. What do you think about gas prices?
They're pricey. (See what I did there?) lol

69. Would you do a sex tape for 3 million dollars?
Absolutely not.

70. Been so drunk you passed out?
That will never ever happen.

71. Do you think that you are a good person?
Generally yes. People have told me many times that good is one of my qualities.

72. Have you ever loved someone so much it hurt?
Yes I have loved someone. Yes I have gotten hurt.

73. Are you happier single or in a relationship?
Right now I am perfectly fine being single.

74. Have you flirted with a friend's crush?
I don't flirt.

75. Last time you ate a home-grown tomato?
I don't eat tomatoes so never.

76. Ever ordered from an infomercial?
No.

77. Do you believe in love at first sight?
It's possible. Never experienced it so I wouldn't know.

78. Have you ever requested a song on the radio?
Do people still do that? answer is no.

79. Do you hate the last girl you were talking to?
I am incapable of hate.

80. When was the last time you took a nap?
Yesterday. Wish I could take one now though.

Ok. I'm done too many questions. Maybe I'll answer the rest later.

Wednesday, June 6, 2012

Serious Questions

Another survey because I feel like it.
This one is made up of serious questions only. All answers will be completely honest.

1. Would you shave your head if a family member asked you to because they had cancer?
Hmm. I would for sure think about it. I would no doubt die it pink or something like that. I could also do a very very short haircut. But shaving it would be hard. I've thought about it before though.

2. What would you do if the doctor told you that you were pregnant?
ok 1) That won't happen for many reasons 2) I would cry 3) I would make the best out of it.

3. Did the one person who hurt you most in your life apologize?
Yes, Yes they did.

4. Are you good at hiding your feelings?
I would say I am, but I usually don't. However, I'm really bad at hiding other people's feelings lol.

5. Are you wasting your time on someone?
Not at the moment, but I have in the past.

6. Explain the last time you threw-up.
Hahahahaha. Good times. Last year at school, I all of a sudden got extremely sick. I had no symptoms all day, then got the chills. I made it back to the room to lay down, but felt the need to rid the contents of my stomach. Luckily my roommate's trash can was right in front of me and had a bag in it. I felt bad though. She threw the trashcan away.

7. Last thing that made you cry.
I cry really easily. Recently it was youtube videos. Before that it was myself.

8. Do you have a bad temper?
No. It takes a lot to make me mad. Even then it would take quite a bit more to make me show it.

9. Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?
It's highly possible with the marriage rate at school, but who knows. It's not my plan it's God's plan.

10. How many funerals have you been to in your lifetime?
At the moment I count 3. My cousin Roxanne's, Joshua's, and My cousin Curt's. The first I wasn't really affected by, but the last two were really hard.

11. How often do you think about suicide?
Umm. I used to think about it a lot. Recently not at all.

12. What is your deepest fear?
There are many lol. Rejection, failure, spiders, germs, social settings, physical touch, take your pick.

13. Do you REALLY love all your family?
Yep.

14. What do you want to believe in?
That people are good, will always be there for you, will keep their promises, won't hurt you, etc. I do believe that God is capable of all those qualities.

15. Secret crush?
Nope

16. Are you proud of who you are?
Yes. Proud of what I've done? not necessarily.

17. Do you ever feel alone in a crowded room?
Always.

18. What is the worst thing a person could do to you and still be forgiven?
Already done. Already forgiven. Don't think it could get much worse than that.

19. You're dying in 10 seconds what do you tell your best friend?
I love you. I'll be waiting for you. Don't give up. PAH FISH.

20. ...Your worst enemy?
(I don't really have any, but...) Hope you can forgive yourself.

21. Do you care if people hate you?
Not really, but I'm sure if someone did it would probably affect me whether I cared or not.

22. Freedom or Safety?
Well one without the other would not be a good idea. But if I could only pick one,  I would go for safety since it is the less dangerous option.

23. Think of a random person, and give them a message here. No names:
Umm. I really miss you. You are a fantastic person and I can't wait to see you again. Hope everything is going well. You are a great friend and have a beautiful heart.

24. Has a song ever made you cry?
Yes. That has happened. Skin by Rascal Flatts

25. A book ever made you cry?
Harry Potter books 5-7. Multiple times in the 7th. Also Fail Safe made me cry. In a public place. Good times.

26. Is the world crumbling to pieces?
Could be, could not be. It's not really my place to say.

27. Name one moment where you couldn't control your rage:
Never happened. But there was a moment or two where I was close. One of which was when I was told that I "deserved it". Let's just say I didn't.

28. Name a moment when you sincerely wanted to die:
Ok. Well. Yeah there was a moment. I can't really describe it. Other than that, when I fell down the stairs head first in front of a bunch of people, yeah wanted to die.

29. Lastly, say anything you want, anything at all.
Don't Forget To Be Awesome <3


Like I said in the previous blogpost you can ask me questions you'd like to see answered or respond with your own answers in the comments or on facebook through message or wall comment. Thanks for reading :)

Tuesday, June 5, 2012

Distraction: My life in 90 questions

So I'm blogging right now because I need to distract myself from something else, so yeah this might get interesting lol. Long story short, I was watching youtube awareness videos and I shouldn't have been...so now I'm not. lol
Anyways.
Umm...
I'm gonna go look for a stupid myspace quiz thing to fill out and make you read it.

Ok I'm back. This survey is called My life in 90 Questions

1. What was the highlight of your week?
Well there was one day where I talked to three of my school friends at once and it felt good. Also there's been a lot of laughing since Daniel came home from DC.

2. Who's car were you in last?
Mine actually :) Her name is Gertrude and she's cute and old lady-ish.

3. When is the next time you kiss someone?
Hopefully not for a very long time. Very very long time. Not a fan.

4. What color shirt are you wearing?
I am currently wearing my Shupe week shirt which is grey with purple writing.

5. How long is your hair?
It is shoulder length. (Had to take my hair down to figure this one out. I'm a dork.)

6. Are you good looking?
I'm sexy and I know it. I can't be tamed.

7. What was the last movie you've watched?
Snow White and the Huntsman

8. Who were you with?
My mom's friend Paulette. She is my movie buddy, especially since my mom only watches love stories.

9. Last thing you ate?
Umm Cheeze-its I think.

10. Last thing you drank?
Water. Always.

11. When was the last time you had your heart broken?
Oooo. I would say 18 weeks ago.

12. Who came over last?
Well Saturday, Nicole came over and it was fabulous :) And, Sunday some church friends came over to hang with my parents.

13. Are you happy right now?
I would say generally, yes.

14. What did you say last?
"Daniel, you're sleeping, go to bed"

15. Where is your phone?
Currently it is sitting on my left thigh, next to my computer, which is on my lap.

16. What color are your eyes?
Blue.

17. Are you left-handed?
Nope not at all.

18. Spell your name without the vowels:
Rchl

19. Do you have any pets?
I wish. Gertrude deserves a friend.

20. Favorite vacation:
Disney World, every time. This last couple years were the best.

21. What do you dislike currently?
Bullies. Loneliness. Late night TV programming. And Boredom.

22. What are you listening to right now?
I am currently watching Kitchen Nightmares, so Gordon Ramsey yelling at people.

23. If you could have on thing right now what would it be?
My friends in close proximity would be nice. But materially, I would like a bed, but it's not a necessity. I'm actually fine without one.

24. What is your favorite scent?
I like Peony. And I like Vanilla.

25. Who makes you happiest?
My awesome friends. My brother's sense of humor is a close second. He's pretty cool now that he's older.

26. What were you doing at midnight last night?
Umm. I don't remember. I was awake though. Most likely watching something on Netflix.

27. When is your birthday?
February 13th, 1992

28. Who has the same phone as you?
A lot of people. I have a white Iphone 4s.

29. Last time you went swimming in a pool?
Last summer for Beth's birthday. Me swimming in public is a rare occasion.

30. Do you read your horoscope?
No, but I'm aquarius if that means anything.

31. Where was the last place you bought something?
Movie theater for tickets.

32. How do you feel about your hair right now?
Indifferent. Trying to decide if I should grow it out or not. And I should probably wear it down more. I know some people who wouldn't be happy with me for wearing it up so much lol.

33. Do you bite your nails?
Absolutely not. I am proud that my nails grow freakishly long.

34. Do you have any expensive jewelry?
I wear 3 ring daily. Two of which are quite expensive and one was like $10. That is the extent of my jewelry, besides necklaces I don't wear that often.

35. Wow they put the same question twice lame.

36. Myspace or Facebook?
Facebook is a given. I do have a myspace though, but I never get on it.

37. How fast have you driven a car?
I've gone 75-80 before.

38. Have you ever smoked?
I would be dead if I had. My breathing capabilities are bad enough as it is.

39. What is/was your favorite subject in school?
ASL is a given. Human Bio was good. Love psych. I'm decent in math but the class is awful.

40. Do you have Verizon?
Yes.

41. What type of boy or girl do you usually fall for?
I've never actually fallen for anybody, but I could never be with anybody who wasn't honest and tender-hearted.

42. Do you have any hidden talents?
I can solve a Rubik's cube. I play flute decently. I'm a fast reader? is that even a talent? lol I'm good at trivia too and memorizing.

43. Favorite Song?
Hard question. Currently it's O My Soul by Audrey Assad. Of all time I can't decide.

44. Do you like to sing at all?
Yes I do. I don't do it publicly often if at all. But, I am going to be trying out for my church's worship team soonish.

45. Dream job?
Interpreter. In Disney World. Best job ever.

46. Where does most of your family live?
Well. Most live in Indiana. Previous generations come from Kentucky. But I have family in Illinois, Michigan, Tennessee, and New York.

47. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
Do I get what I want? mostly. Do I ask for things all the time? No. Attitude= not spoiled.

48. Are you an only child or do you have siblings?
Daniel, my brother, is 14. He's cool.

49. What is the first thing you thought when you woke up?
"Why am I awake?" then "Fine. I guess I'll get up and be productive of sorts"

50. Do you drink?
Water regularly. Oh you mean alcoholic beverages?? no. I'm not 21.

51. Know any other languages?
ASL is my life.

52. Ever write in coded messages?
Mary had a little lamb. My dog has fleas. Mares eat oats and does eat oars, and I'll be home for Christmas. Signed your loving son, Queen Victoria. (Anybody know where this is from??? Gold star if you do)
In all seriousness, unless you consider TRUE-BIZ, PAH FISH, CANT ACCEPT, and PITY-NONE a code then yes.

53. Have you ever been IN a wedding?
I was a flower girl in two weddings when I was younger. One of which was for my cousin who then got divorced and remarried.

54. Do you have any children?
Do food babies count?

55. Did you take a nap today?
No but I took 3 yesterday.

56. Who has the same birthday as you?
Hannah Winfield :)

57. Ever met anyone famous before?
Chris Thile and Nickel Creek :)

58. Do you want to be famous one day?
No. I'm not a spotlight person. But internet fame would be interesting.

59. Any Pet peeves?
Metal scraping together. People who say "Nevermind" when they don't want to explain something. I'm sure there are others.

60. Are you multitasking right now?
Not really. TV is on but that's it.

61. Do you like Britany Spears?
Yes I do. No shame.

62. What is your least favorite chore?
Loading the dishwasher. Germs eeewww.

63. Last place you drove your car?
From the far garage to the main one so I could vacuum it. Other than that, GFS.

64. Ever been out of the country?
Well I went to Canada once...I will leave the country for real though someday.

65. Where were you born?
South Bend.

66. Could you handle being in the military?
If it was for non physical trained reasons probably. If I had to go through boot camp or something, absolutely not. But, I'm good at order taking and being yelled at. I'm a pro.

67. What is your average cell phone bill?
no idea, I don't pay it.

68. Who are you thinking about right now?
Hilary Duff and Christy Carlson Romano from the movie Cadet Kelly lol. See question 66 and connect the dots.

69. When was the last time you laughed really hard?
Earlier today. My brother is funny when he says dumb things. I also find HayleyGHoover videos hilariously funny.

70. How many pairs of shoes do you own?
Surprisingly a lot. I'm not a shoe person, but I own many pairs of converse, along with essentials.

71. Are your toes always painted?
No. I only paint them if I have an event to go to where my toes will show.

72. How many piercings do you have?
Just normal ear piercings.

73. What are you doing today?
Well since it's 1:00AM, soon I will sleep. Later I will eat. Go driving with Susan. Picture taking for fair passes later in the evening.

74. Have you ever been gambling?
Nope not 21.

75. When was the last time you updated your page?
This does not apply here, but the last time I blogposted was June 1st.

76. Do you like rollercoasters?
Yes. But as I get older my motion sickness is getting worse, and since I haven't been on a legit rollercoaster in a long time, it's hard to tell anymore.

77. Have you ever been to Disneyland or World?
hahaha see previous questions lol

78. Do you have a favorite cartoon character?
My favorite cartoon character is Raven from Teen Titans. Anime is Sailor Mercury. Favorite TMNT is Donatello. All time favorite character is Scamper the Penguin.

79. Last thing you cooked?
Hot dog. But I'm making oatmeal for a video soon lol long story.

80. How's the weather?
Dark? It's nighttime and I'm inside lol

81. Do you email?
yes I have several email accounts.

82. What is the stupidest thing you have ever done with your cellphone?
My old one I kicked across the pavement. I also dropped from a lofted bed. This new one I have done nothing to :)

83. Last time you were sick?
It's been a while. I don't get sick sick terribly often.

84.  What states have you lived in?
This one. That is all.

85. Do you wish you could move?
Not at the moment. I like where I am right now.

86. This question is stupid so I won't add it here.

87. What is your dream car?
The Cube. Because I like Rubik's cubes. I will also have it done to look like a Rubik's cube. Or a VW beetle with some cute image to it like pikachu or squirtle or something.

88. Have you ever wanted someone you can't have?
Not really. I don't crush on people. But, there have been people who I would have dated if they asked me and some of them have been in relationships before.

89. If you could be anywhere where would you be?
Here is fine. Disney would be cool.

90. Are you happy with your life?
Yes I think so.


Well that's it 90 questions.
And, I feel better. So, I'm gonna go lol. You can comment on my answers or ask me your own questions at the bottom of the page. :)
Props to you if you actually read this lol. Gold star for you.


Friday, June 1, 2012

"A rose by any other name would smell as sweet..."

Hello blog world,
Today's topic: Names.

I've been thinking a lot about names lately, since my ceremoniously naming my car "Gertrude". Names define people for one reason or another. It seems that there should be more people out there where they're name doesn't suit them because their parents picked it out before they even knew anything about their child's personality. Even still that child's name becomes part of who they are.
I don't take names lightly. People who want to be called a certain name should be called by that name. If they want to go by a nickname or whatever, so be it. My name doesn't have a nickname and I personally hate nicknames given to me. People have called me "Rach" or "Rae" and they just don't work for most people. To me, it's not the nickname itself, it's the person saying it. I'm more likely to tolerate a close friend calling me Rach than for somebody I don't really know. I tend to let my best/close friends call me "Rach". It's faster to type and one less syllable I guess. I could see some of my friends calling me that now. Other than that I don't go by many other nicknames, and there are only a few that I allow. Example, There is only one person in the world I will allow call me "Ray-Ray". My roommate from Freshman year is the sweetest person I know, and somehow her calling me "Ray-Ray" works. Sometimes I can't stand certain people saying my full name let alone a nickname. A previous friend would say my name and I would always cringe. Just the way it sounded coming from her mouth bugged me. I'm pretty sure I even told her to stop saying my name when addressing me once lol. I'm pretty sure part of it was because she would always say it whiny-like and like she was trying to guilt me into something.  "Rae" was given to me by a short-lived boyfriend. Although I agreed to let him call me that, I regretted it immediately. Even my friends thought it was strange. There are also some people who go by their full name to one group of people, one nickname to others, and another entirely different nickname to others. I commend these people for being able to remember what their name is at any given moment lol.
I'm also very cautious and aware of spelling. Although my name is common and there aren't an awful amount of spellings, my name has been misspelled a lot. It just makes me very observant of how to spell other people's names and usually after spelling it once or twice, I will always have it memorized. And oddly enough there are people's names in my memory that only come out in my thoughts as full first and last names. Instead of thinking "Oh I wonder what Rachel is up to." it comes out "Oh I wonder what Rachel Andrews is up to."'. Same as when referring to celebrities or internet icons of mine. Anyways...back to spelling lol. I get mad at myself if I spell someone's name wrong, and sometimes embarrassed. I also correct spelling of other people's names when I get the chance.
As for fun nicknames, I've been called Shanequa, Pretzel, and Twisted (Sister). I think I've been called "Rachie" once or twice. I also went by "Raquel" and "Marie" for Spanish and French class respectively. I techinically will still answer to those. (But probably only the latter if you say it in a French accent).
I don't know. Names are just something I think about sometimes. lol.  Ok enough rambling.
Anyways. Today is my mother's birthday, so happy birthday to her.
uhh more blogposts to come I guess lol.