Serious Questions

Another survey because I feel like it.
This one is made up of serious questions only. All answers will be completely honest.

1. Would you shave your head if a family member asked you to because they had cancer?
Hmm. I would for sure think about it. I would no doubt die it pink or something like that. I could also do a very very short haircut. But shaving it would be hard. I've thought about it before though.

2. What would you do if the doctor told you that you were pregnant?
ok 1) That won't happen for many reasons 2) I would cry 3) I would make the best out of it.

3. Did the one person who hurt you most in your life apologize?
Yes, Yes they did.

4. Are you good at hiding your feelings?
I would say I am, but I usually don't. However, I'm really bad at hiding other people's feelings lol.

5. Are you wasting your time on someone?
Not at the moment, but I have in the past.

6. Explain the last time you threw-up.
Hahahahaha. Good times. Last year at school, I all of a sudden got extremely sick. I had no symptoms all day, then got the chills. I made it back to the room to lay down, but felt the need to rid the contents of my stomach. Luckily my roommate's trash can was right in front of me and had a bag in it. I felt bad though. She threw the trashcan away.

7. Last thing that made you cry.
I cry really easily. Recently it was youtube videos. Before that it was myself.

8. Do you have a bad temper?
No. It takes a lot to make me mad. Even then it would take quite a bit more to make me show it.

9. Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?
It's highly possible with the marriage rate at school, but who knows. It's not my plan it's God's plan.

10. How many funerals have you been to in your lifetime?
At the moment I count 3. My cousin Roxanne's, Joshua's, and My cousin Curt's. The first I wasn't really affected by, but the last two were really hard.

11. How often do you think about suicide?
Umm. I used to think about it a lot. Recently not at all.

12. What is your deepest fear?
There are many lol. Rejection, failure, spiders, germs, social settings, physical touch, take your pick.

13. Do you REALLY love all your family?
Yep.

14. What do you want to believe in?
That people are good, will always be there for you, will keep their promises, won't hurt you, etc. I do believe that God is capable of all those qualities.

15. Secret crush?
Nope

16. Are you proud of who you are?
Yes. Proud of what I've done? not necessarily.

17. Do you ever feel alone in a crowded room?
Always.

18. What is the worst thing a person could do to you and still be forgiven?
Already done. Already forgiven. Don't think it could get much worse than that.

19. You're dying in 10 seconds what do you tell your best friend?
I love you. I'll be waiting for you. Don't give up. PAH FISH.

20. ...Your worst enemy?
(I don't really have any, but...) Hope you can forgive yourself.

21. Do you care if people hate you?
Not really, but I'm sure if someone did it would probably affect me whether I cared or not.

22. Freedom or Safety?
Well one without the other would not be a good idea. But if I could only pick one,  I would go for safety since it is the less dangerous option.

23. Think of a random person, and give them a message here. No names:
Umm. I really miss you. You are a fantastic person and I can't wait to see you again. Hope everything is going well. You are a great friend and have a beautiful heart.

24. Has a song ever made you cry?
Yes. That has happened. Skin by Rascal Flatts

25. A book ever made you cry?
Harry Potter books 5-7. Multiple times in the 7th. Also Fail Safe made me cry. In a public place. Good times.

26. Is the world crumbling to pieces?
Could be, could not be. It's not really my place to say.

27. Name one moment where you couldn't control your rage:
Never happened. But there was a moment or two where I was close. One of which was when I was told that I "deserved it". Let's just say I didn't.

28. Name a moment when you sincerely wanted to die:
Ok. Well. Yeah there was a moment. I can't really describe it. Other than that, when I fell down the stairs head first in front of a bunch of people, yeah wanted to die.

29. Lastly, say anything you want, anything at all.
Don't Forget To Be Awesome <3


Like I said in the previous blogpost you can ask me questions you'd like to see answered or respond with your own answers in the comments or on facebook through message or wall comment. Thanks for reading :)